she tried to work out what she’d say as she flipped open her phone to listen to the message that Ashley had left. Truth was Spencer wasn’t really avoiding Ashley she just didn’t know what to say. And like usual, Ashley was being her normal, persistent and stubborn self. Ashley had been trying to reach her since Spencer had fled the brunette’s house hours ago. It was after one in the morning so Spencer knew who was calling. She jumped when she heard her cell phone buzz from the nearby nightstand. And seeing exactly how Ashley kissed had made Spencer’s blood boil with desire and heart pound until she was sure that Ashley and Aiden could hear it. Every time she watched Ashley’s lips capture and meld into Aiden’s, she saw herself in Aiden’s place. Watching someone you thought you might have feelings for (and hoped maybe they returned) kiss someone else while they thought about you, turned out to be rather hot, in Spencer’s opinion. It had given Spencer a wild thrill in the pit of her stomach to hear Ashley freely admit that she too wasn’t kissing Aiden in her mind. Then again, admitting to Ashley that she was thinking about her as she did kissed Aiden kind of defeated that idea as well. But when she imagined she was kissing Ashley instead her stomach fluttered and adrenaline surged through her body. She honestly figured that kissing a guy, especially one as cute and into her as Aiden would set off bells or fireworks, or at least something. Was she trying to assert her heterosexuality by kissing Aiden? Part of her was trying to figure out if what she felt when she kissed him was excitement or disappointment. Growling in annoyance with herself and her rapidly degrading train of thought, Spencer tried again to figure out what exactly had happened earlier. Spencer mused, rolling onto her side to face the wall. And her world had been tipped on it’s axis from the moment she locked eyes with those smoky brown ones. The people in her life were just friends and nothing more. So after that, Spencer hadn’t even thought about sex, romance, relationships, dating, any of that. That kind of cured her of the desire to be intimate again any time soon. Especially after her disastrous first time with that farm boy back in Ohio. She had her friends and everything, sometimes went to the movies with the boys she hung out with but never really put a lot of thought into furthering a relationship with any of them. She’d never had occasion to question her sexuality back in Ohio. And as much fun as it was turning out to be, it was equally frightening to Spencer. A game where they both pushed and pulled at the other with their actions just to see what would happen. ![]() Spencer wasn’t even all that sure why she wanted to get a rise out of Ashley what was her true motivation? Since admitting to Ashley that she thought she liked girls, liked as in LIKED, she felt like she was playing some sort of unspoken game with her best friend. Sure she told Ashley that she thought she did, but if she was honest with herself, Spencer knew that the main reason she had even said that to her brunette friend was to see Ashley’s reaction. Really, what was going through her mind while she competed with Ashley for Aiden? She wasn’t even sure she wanted that cute but admittedly vapid excuse for a boy. She flung her arm over her eyes and sighed dramatically. Spencer silently fumed to herself as she stared at the ceiling in her room. I haven’t seen all the episodes so, bear with me while I learn the characters.ĭisclaimer: Not mine. Other than that, enter at your own risk, and enjoy.Īuthor's Notes: My first SoN fic. ![]() If you're under the legal age, age quicker, it's fun here. If it's illegal where you live, move quickly. Warning: If the idea of two women involved in a romantic relationship together disturbs you, run, run far far away and never look back. Summary: Spencer tries to deal with the fallout of her evening with Ashley and Aiden. Spoilers: All but mostly ‘Friends with Benefits’ Rating: PG to start, but you can never tell with me
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